First Love ~ Basketball

"TO BE YOUR FRIEND WAS ALL I EVER WANTED

TO BE YOUR LOVER WAS ALL I EVER DREAMED"

Apa jadinya bila orang yang kau sukai selama bertahun-tahun sudah ada yang punya???

bertahun-tahun itu tidak sebentar..

dan aku sudah menyukainya selama 8 tahun

sangat sukaaaa..

Tapi...

kalo dulu aku melahirkan kata "suka" padamu....

apa reaksimu??

aku takut kau membenciku

aku takut kau menjauhiku

aku takut kau tidak mau melihatku lagi

aku takut kau pergi dariku

aku takut semua yang kutakutkan itu terjadi........

Finally...aku simpan memori manis ini dalam my diary..

only my diary..

tak pernah kuceritakan pada orang lain...

dulu..

aku hanya melihatmu dari jauh

bermain bola dan basket

you looked so "charming"

but freak..

kau tak begitu tinggi

bleh dibilang kita sepantar

mungkin sekarang kau bertambah tinggi

setelah bertahun tahun

kau manis

dan matamu

dan senyummu

membuat aku deg-degan ..

yang paling membuatku iri adalah

"kau banyak yang suka"

temanmu banyak dan banyak perempuan menyukaimu

bahkan teman teman dekatku menyukaimu

Only you....

Maka rasa suka ini aku pendam

pendam di lubuk hatiku

lubuk hatiku yang paaaaaling dalam

sampai ku bertanya

''apakah saat itu kau sudah punya pacar?''

Hey boy...

answer me...

dan statusmu kini tlah berganti..

kau menjalin sebuah hubungan

berpacaran..

who's her???

haaaahhh...dia pasti wanita yang paling beruntung

karena bisa memilikimu

rasa sakit menyerangku

tepatnya di hatiku

hey boy...

kau mengacaukan hatiku..

tapi...

hati ini masih terbuka untukmu..

kalau saat itu tiba....

" MAY I BE YOUR LOVER ?......"

Mean

Lagu ini sedang jadi playlist aku minggu ini ☺

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me

You have knocked me off my feet again got me feeling like I'm nothing

You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded

You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well, you can take me down with just one single blow

But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation

You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them

I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you

I just wanna feel okay again

I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold

But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road

And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game

With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening

Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things

Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing

But all you are is mean

All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic and alone in life

And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city

And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah

Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city

(Why you gotta be so mean?)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

(Why you gotta be so mean?)

Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me

(Why you gotta be so mean?)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean

Why you gotta be so mean?

Arti Puisi

Terkadang...

makna dari sebuah puisi

hanya bisa dimengerti oleh si pembuat puisi

Tapi...

dengan teknik tertentu

dan hati yang menerima

kita bisa mengerti arti puisi tersebut

menyelami sanubari si empunya kata...

-I